September 10, 2014

Here is me, the 34-year old me.

This is an unexpected place to be blogging about my coming of the semi-ripe old age of 34, well, tomorrow. 

 I should say that, sometimes, life gives you an opportunity but not the time to sit on the fence about it. 

 So, here I am, in what I call my intervention studio. Alone and quiet now, because it's almost 6 in the evening. The children who were here for the holiday programme, are long-gone. The teachers, too, retired for the day, after sorting out whatever they have to in the stride of their work. A little, rather humble studio, I must say. A little step. But a step in the right direction, in the fulfillment of a bigger dream. 

 This year, as I was reading last year's post, has been accurately reflective of my prediction made some 1 year ago. Really, it can and should be summarized in 4 major areas - work (because we all need to put bread on the table), wedding (because I said, 'Yes'... after I said, 'No'), class (because a learning journey is always a good journey and I set myself back about $5000 to take this journey) and the last and somewhat unexpected one - A Special Door. 

 I ought to mention, if anything worthy of mentioning in my account for the past year, the wonders of positive thinking and how once you get positive, the whole universe seems to sing the same song as you are singing. The lot of people I've met in the past year who are nothing short of being positive energy source and their kindness, genuineness, generosity and passion which navigates how they live. I like to think that they might say the same about me. Maybe not all of them, but I like to think that some others will agree to the same about me. That's what I meant. By paying the positive energy forward through little acts of kindness, generosity and love. And well, sometimes, just good sense. 

 Also worthy of mention (where the wedding prep is concerned) is the patience of people who know how scatter brained I can be, and increasingly so. Of course, being fickle doesn't really help too. haha 

 So... it's been a good year, really. With a really nice 2-weeks holiday in Holland and Belgium. A lot of things meant to happen are all happening on schedule. And... there are still thousands of things swimming in my mind up there. But, I will get them sorted out and done. Because this is the mid-30 (near lah..) me. And 30s is when a woman peaks at self-discovery and fulfillment, right? 

 Many, many more happy returns, positive encounters, and love...




Posted by 杏 cy （Jancy） at 18:25